its 6. can't sleep. still can't find the right environment to sleep. have to "wake up" in 2 hrs' time. have no sufficient time to sleep because there are endless work and i'm only half way through the week. doesn't help with my still-slight headache. the flu has been raging my mood all yesterday and still is. still waiting for the boiled water to cool down. so that i could moisten my poor dry throat. been hurting each coughing times. another whole day of school to accomplish. mid term test tomorrow. need desperate further revision. tired. need your comfort. not getting much.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
drain and comeback
the date says its already been a month since i last made an effort in ensuring this blog stays alive. it also illustrated the amount of time spent in war with busyness, almost entirely academic-related. it already is half a sem and im still striving through this really nasty patch, and the more congested every incoming agenda seems to be. i'm most likely, yet again i'd say, gonna miss the mark i set initially, and its sad because its more than doing it for myself. :( it IS tough and packed this time around but i dont regard that an excuse.
i reckoned the whole yesday night and this morn will be nothing but being pelted by the constant harassment of Liverpool or anti-MU fans. it was indeed somewhat a flamboyant scoreline and a famous triumph at the Theatre of Dreams but nevertheless its also the beauty of football and the overall victor that counts. okay MU do suck last night to be fair (:
it wasn't very pleasant too when a Saga boarded by 3 penang lasses, not knowing why, reversed as if i was invisible behind and pecked my front. the first thing all 3 of em came out and reacted was - checking out their slightly dented bumper, and nextly deny that the scratch on mine was what they inflicted upon. HEY girls, it would've been sweeter if you begin with a "SORRY". thats alright, because it was their fine day encountering such a sweet driver who spontaneously replied "nevermind" and without any sign of remorse they fled the scene in no time. well done han jung, NOT!
the morning sleep for sunday wasn't anywhere soothing, either. some uncomfortable moments left me moving to the living room for a change of environment and was then caught by the bitter thought of someone, and it went on for some time before i could finally doze off, partially. the wave of thoughts somewhat irked me pretty much. it was just yesterday the class was discussing on not being able to "eye-to-eye" with somebody. Alright, maybe not to that extent but the part where i simply just find fault or get annoyed and dissatisfied with that soul is really a turnoff. Okay you did step into my path but it was just the few hours which i was stamping on your feet. forgive and let go hmm.
coming week is a long one. quiz, mid term exam and 2 assignment dues await, and a week of hol follows, not without revising for 3 more mid term exams thereafter. its really been phenomenal that i haven't gotten sick till now, considering how weak and vulnerable my body system is, but i could already feel symptoms of it emerging. prayers needed. and so long to you.
i reckoned the whole yesday night and this morn will be nothing but being pelted by the constant harassment of Liverpool or anti-MU fans. it was indeed somewhat a flamboyant scoreline and a famous triumph at the Theatre of Dreams but nevertheless its also the beauty of football and the overall victor that counts. okay MU do suck last night to be fair (:
it wasn't very pleasant too when a Saga boarded by 3 penang lasses, not knowing why, reversed as if i was invisible behind and pecked my front. the first thing all 3 of em came out and reacted was - checking out their slightly dented bumper, and nextly deny that the scratch on mine was what they inflicted upon. HEY girls, it would've been sweeter if you begin with a "SORRY". thats alright, because it was their fine day encountering such a sweet driver who spontaneously replied "nevermind" and without any sign of remorse they fled the scene in no time. well done han jung, NOT!
the morning sleep for sunday wasn't anywhere soothing, either. some uncomfortable moments left me moving to the living room for a change of environment and was then caught by the bitter thought of someone, and it went on for some time before i could finally doze off, partially. the wave of thoughts somewhat irked me pretty much. it was just yesterday the class was discussing on not being able to "eye-to-eye" with somebody. Alright, maybe not to that extent but the part where i simply just find fault or get annoyed and dissatisfied with that soul is really a turnoff. Okay you did step into my path but it was just the few hours which i was stamping on your feet. forgive and let go hmm.
coming week is a long one. quiz, mid term exam and 2 assignment dues await, and a week of hol follows, not without revising for 3 more mid term exams thereafter. its really been phenomenal that i haven't gotten sick till now, considering how weak and vulnerable my body system is, but i could already feel symptoms of it emerging. prayers needed. and so long to you.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
chilled
I honestly haven't endured that soothing 18C breeze for some time now. And for all days, it was Valentine's Day which i have managed to have it brushing through my skin again. No, if you think I en route my random way up the hills at 10+ in the night with a lovely girl. There were only two others, guys. Its more like a yumchar outing at a farther and more significantly elevated land of Genting Highlands. The sky was mist-less, unusual it was. And the cool-ey weather eases my mood despite my slightly sleepy machine. It really has been awhile you know.
And it was like midnight and cars were crawling their way up to the centrestage of the highlands and everything was so happening and alive as Valentine's Day ticks its way away. And i literally lost count of the couples roaming the streets in seconds, some with the brightest of smiles, some with flowers proudly clasped in their arms and they were i reckon, getting ready for the 'lovely night'.
Coffee Bean, the typical iceblended mocha, and the now-nasty gust causes shivers that somehow satisfy my feelings. The swarm continues to bombard every corner of Genting and we just enjoyed ourselves being among em', though the pretty odd one. And did i mention too, the elegant red jumper was finally put to appropriate use, though i expect much of that in the coming years. It was 3 when i got back and i collapsed to the dreams, not without sheer contentment.
And it was like midnight and cars were crawling their way up to the centrestage of the highlands and everything was so happening and alive as Valentine's Day ticks its way away. And i literally lost count of the couples roaming the streets in seconds, some with the brightest of smiles, some with flowers proudly clasped in their arms and they were i reckon, getting ready for the 'lovely night'.
Coffee Bean, the typical iceblended mocha, and the now-nasty gust causes shivers that somehow satisfy my feelings. The swarm continues to bombard every corner of Genting and we just enjoyed ourselves being among em', though the pretty odd one. And did i mention too, the elegant red jumper was finally put to appropriate use, though i expect much of that in the coming years. It was 3 when i got back and i collapsed to the dreams, not without sheer contentment.
I'm a lil too late, but Happy Valentine's Day lovely ladies!
Friday, February 13, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
papyrus
Since the friend mentioned bout reading my blog, thought i'd include another feather in it to bring in some freshness. The thought of a significant past often cross my mind and i'd be digging my brains out to recall that moment. Maybe you know, i should purchase a book one day and splurt out all these sparkling memories on it so i'd carry it with me my whole life. These things however whatever they are seem to unconsciously play a dramatic part in my life. The new sem starts too. Similar ambitious aims, enthusiastic initial approaches to classes accompanied by an increasing lax and slackened attitude thereafter, the observation of people in the school or while waiting for the never-punctual bus or inside the bus soothes the sleepy and dull mood, the little but worthy group of friends and a lil one or two here and there fills up my uni stint together with mini hang outs and so on. The kindergarten days, primary school years, secondary period, foundation times and the current stint have all been what i presume, underrated. They are such an impact in life and i'd not forget em'. Not the buildings, not the activities and classes, not the crazy things i go through good and bad, nor the awesome people coming and going all in all, good and bad too. The naughty years did happen, and it probably built me a better equipped person i reckon. The day is good and so are you.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
squeezy squishy morning
The morn was a pretty pleasant one to start off. A well disciplined kind of waking up tho i didnt sleep till 3+, the neat swift washing up, the onning of lappie to check MU's score to find an impressive come-from-behind win and then the presence of my little buddy the roach. I never fail to describe its hideous looks everytime i mention it. The sight of it literally bulldozed my every resistant gut and sends me shivers down my ankles, and in fact often times feel like running as far as possible or leap up the tallest chair around. But nowadays i'm older too, older to stay rooted and challenge the miniature creature, older to have more competent guts to take a serviette or some sort to slaughther its every body structure and fling it to the drain. Owh btw, the early excitement and me writing it here probably cost me punctuality. See ya soon!
Monday, January 12, 2009
blogger juice
The yf-ers probably flooded their blogs with awe-inspiring remarks about the just-past camp; tremendous sessions, serene environment perfect for such occasion, breath-taking activities, startling intimacy of present and fresh friendships and so forth. I myself came back and felt overwhelmed, silent. It was indeed one of the best, if not the best camp i've ever had. And as the title declared, the 'blogger juice' as i call it, was far gone right till now, perhaps?
Ironically, the camp I was attending, was right smacked in the midst of all the nastiest of period in which you would try evading but all but fail. It was like a bad egg sandwiched between the juicy black-peppered roasted beef slice, mayo, lettuce, cheese and so on. In this case, the lettuce and company were the study week, an undone and highly massive Ethics assignment which has a due date a day after camp, and final itself in which if i were to prepare for it early, would be one or two months back - around when the semester itself started. It was all so hectic, messy and taxing near the flip to the new year.
And inspite of all the nonstop full-blooded activities, i have to admit i did pull through quite impressively and putting together too maximum enjoyment and experience the past weeks right till now and still ongoing pleased to say. Its holiday now tho and i was thinking of shooting off swiftly for once but didn't materialize unfortunately. Holidays somewhere - something i haven't done since people started eating peanuts - don't seem to be occurring at the moment the least. And mum has not too long ago been persisting me to go work somewhere, again. It happens, and i more or less anticipated it coming every time my limited 3-week holiday commences. Not that i'm lazy enough not to (or maybe i am), but the working days are always, and never fail to fall on weekends or un-miss-able days hence i never relented with mum's insistence and there you go, the naggings, grumblings and church-cant-make-you-richs. I wonder too if all this has to do with protesting against my religion and its affiliates :)
Its new year tho but i prefer keeping whatever new year reso-es and aspirations or past-year ponderings deep within. Too many of em and at least the juice isn't at the level expressive and enthusiastic enough to elaborate at this time. All in all, i no doubt have to say 2008 had been an extraordinary year filled with almost everything, black and white. And its no better looking ahead and try figure out the mountains and seas, dogs and cats I would be passing by at the present year. I opine every year, at least at my current ultimate lively period, would only get better, learn more, experience new and olds and such - whether things go my way or otherwise - because either way, i believe all these things will come to life some day when im a daddy and will strike me how much it has impacted and could not believe so if it didn't happen. Times could be all sweet and could just turn ugly in a matter of miliseconds. And for that, i open my eyes each day and promising to cherish whatever that'll be along the way. And so should you.
I'm actually on an interval, and decided to make it beneficial. I seem to be doing more things outside my craft these days, interacting and gesturing sharper to date. Its normal isn't it? Part of growing up a better person. au revoir (;
Ironically, the camp I was attending, was right smacked in the midst of all the nastiest of period in which you would try evading but all but fail. It was like a bad egg sandwiched between the juicy black-peppered roasted beef slice, mayo, lettuce, cheese and so on. In this case, the lettuce and company were the study week, an undone and highly massive Ethics assignment which has a due date a day after camp, and final itself in which if i were to prepare for it early, would be one or two months back - around when the semester itself started. It was all so hectic, messy and taxing near the flip to the new year.
And inspite of all the nonstop full-blooded activities, i have to admit i did pull through quite impressively and putting together too maximum enjoyment and experience the past weeks right till now and still ongoing pleased to say. Its holiday now tho and i was thinking of shooting off swiftly for once but didn't materialize unfortunately. Holidays somewhere - something i haven't done since people started eating peanuts - don't seem to be occurring at the moment the least. And mum has not too long ago been persisting me to go work somewhere, again. It happens, and i more or less anticipated it coming every time my limited 3-week holiday commences. Not that i'm lazy enough not to (or maybe i am), but the working days are always, and never fail to fall on weekends or un-miss-able days hence i never relented with mum's insistence and there you go, the naggings, grumblings and church-cant-make-you-richs. I wonder too if all this has to do with protesting against my religion and its affiliates :)
Its new year tho but i prefer keeping whatever new year reso-es and aspirations or past-year ponderings deep within. Too many of em and at least the juice isn't at the level expressive and enthusiastic enough to elaborate at this time. All in all, i no doubt have to say 2008 had been an extraordinary year filled with almost everything, black and white. And its no better looking ahead and try figure out the mountains and seas, dogs and cats I would be passing by at the present year. I opine every year, at least at my current ultimate lively period, would only get better, learn more, experience new and olds and such - whether things go my way or otherwise - because either way, i believe all these things will come to life some day when im a daddy and will strike me how much it has impacted and could not believe so if it didn't happen. Times could be all sweet and could just turn ugly in a matter of miliseconds. And for that, i open my eyes each day and promising to cherish whatever that'll be along the way. And so should you.
I'm actually on an interval, and decided to make it beneficial. I seem to be doing more things outside my craft these days, interacting and gesturing sharper to date. Its normal isn't it? Part of growing up a better person. au revoir (;
Thursday, December 25, 2008
blessed christmas peeps
It is like a war zone over here you might say. Im running fracas all over trying to complete my assignment due 31st and im apparently far from achieving it before the deadline, unfortunately no thanks to a 4-day trip to Gopeng for Youth Camp. Don't get me wrong, I truly anticipate and miss camps but this bug around me at the moment isn't arousing any part of me, in fact its slicing me gradually. There would not be much of a lengthy joy and relaxation from now till possibly end of my final exam semester 2, which is 10th of January. One of my first times enduring this. Shows Im definitely old already!
Nevertheless, I'm here because Im working on my case study - 3rd one out of 7 to be precise - and found it difficult to overlook this particular video, in which I brand "total insult towards the females." Cut the female part, it is pretty funny actually :) I totally stand by gender equality by the way. Alright returning to the war zone. I enjoyed my short stint during Christmas service this morn fyi, and also this one here. Good bye.
Nevertheless, I'm here because Im working on my case study - 3rd one out of 7 to be precise - and found it difficult to overlook this particular video, in which I brand "total insult towards the females." Cut the female part, it is pretty funny actually :) I totally stand by gender equality by the way. Alright returning to the war zone. I enjoyed my short stint during Christmas service this morn fyi, and also this one here. Good bye.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
hiatus, the opposite
9 December and 23 December is a pretty huge gap, and this stretch also defines my busy at this moment. Ironice ey? People usually shake their legs on their comfy couches and spend their leave period dreaming about the lovely upcoming Christmas which looms in a matter of days and what sweet little things they have done throughout 2008 while our friend Chong Han Jung actually just realized he has lesser time than the less time he already got.
By the way, if you actually still come along here though its been weeks this fine place has been left deserted, way to go, because your persistence has paid off. You are now feasting your eyes upon a fresh new post bravo!
Also by another way, I'd wish everyone Merry Christmas now before I most likely have no time to post another until final completes itself in early January. So blessed Christmas to every tiny soul on planet "suffocating" Earth. Unfortunately too, I have insufficient resources to contribute much to the spirit of giving this year, and yes, I will feel pretty shameful when on Christmas Day I receive those lovely gifts from you because I hardly gave any.
Not so pleasant a year to end with as you can already see so far hmm? Well 31st is a pretty significant day though. And one of em is i'd be handing up my Ethics assignment then. I was in the bus late night not too long ago, and I came about the thought that hey, deadline is just another week away and there's actually Youth Camp! That is minus 4 days because apparently there is no Wi-Fi service in dreamland Gopeng campsite. I'd be bracing myself for sleepless nights, perhaps starting tonight. McDs would provide me some motivation because there is no bed and my dear pillow around for me to take lazy intervals, but it compensates with additional kilos of sugar in my body. Goodbye and wish me luck before pressing "X". :)
By the way, if you actually still come along here though its been weeks this fine place has been left deserted, way to go, because your persistence has paid off. You are now feasting your eyes upon a fresh new post bravo!
Also by another way, I'd wish everyone Merry Christmas now before I most likely have no time to post another until final completes itself in early January. So blessed Christmas to every tiny soul on planet "suffocating" Earth. Unfortunately too, I have insufficient resources to contribute much to the spirit of giving this year, and yes, I will feel pretty shameful when on Christmas Day I receive those lovely gifts from you because I hardly gave any.
Not so pleasant a year to end with as you can already see so far hmm? Well 31st is a pretty significant day though. And one of em is i'd be handing up my Ethics assignment then. I was in the bus late night not too long ago, and I came about the thought that hey, deadline is just another week away and there's actually Youth Camp! That is minus 4 days because apparently there is no Wi-Fi service in dreamland Gopeng campsite. I'd be bracing myself for sleepless nights, perhaps starting tonight. McDs would provide me some motivation because there is no bed and my dear pillow around for me to take lazy intervals, but it compensates with additional kilos of sugar in my body. Goodbye and wish me luck before pressing "X". :)
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
wishing on a wishing star
You know humans us, our wish, wishes, and more wishes? Often times we don't get what we yearn for, and without a doubt im assured ten out of a possible ten times it happens, we would get absolutely upset about it. I would too, but maybe nine out of ten? I might see one of it in a brighter kind of light and think it might be what really is purposed to and will actually reveal in the near future how much better it is then actually having it, or, what i wished for. True? Perhaps, maybe.
Monday, December 8, 2008
you are my livewire
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.
Whether you are going back home - to your wife and children, to your parents and siblings, to the embrace of your love, to the opened arms of Christ Jesus, to your everlasting home- heaven, or simply back to the life you once belonged, a life you simply savoured and loved. Welcome home.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
fortitude
I'm back from uni, just though. Our all-notorious rapid KL bus has been at it again the past days, testing my patience with their awful-typical tardy arrival. I wasn't a kid this time like how i reacted the previous time it happened though. With the pleasant reminder that the petrol price is currently rm1.90 - i'm still not saying its REALLY cheap yet though coz we should still be privileged with a lower figure, I decided I should drive there to avoid missing half the Economics lesson, and bring forward discussions for the Econs assignment with my group.
Today's highlight isn't about the bus nor Econs though. It was badminton fitness test! I managed to bring myself and my jelly-like body back after a physically gruelling, energy-sapping, psychologically draining examination. Thought it was a test well accomplished and relieving.
Well the test starts with maximum abilities through a one-minute run up of 6 different activities:
1st: 4-count-squat-thrust is a regular fitness test for badminton players; consisting of 4 motions, first from standing position to squatting with hands laid parallel beside your feet, secondly to the push-up position, then third motion returns to the squatting and lastly back on your feet. I did 34.5 times this one.
2nd: press-up or more commonly, push-up or pumping. by this time slight strains within my body were already seeping through after pushing hard for activity 1, but still felt fresh. I totally broke down when i reached milestone 40.
3rd: star jump! Yeah as obvious as the name describes it. From squatting posture, jump up and look like the twinkling star and back to the original position as one round. Ermm 32 or 34 i think..
4th: trunk curl or as easily, sit-up! 37 times.
5th: wrist-rolling. Supposedly a weight dangling in the middle and rolling the wrist but apparently our Sir - whom he famed himself as a former malaysian badminton coach, said the equipment were missing so we got an automatic 20 rounds for this.
6th but not least: shuttle run. From baseline surge up front and touch the imaginery line bottom of the net and backward run back. 12!
Mind you its all 6 at one time, what on earth.
Fatigue simply overpowered any kind of motivation that could come to my head.
All of us were looking like zombies when we completed. 6 activities at one go (yes brief intervals after every one activity) were quite taxing. Sir said we need to do 3 more rounds! We were sensibly moaning like a big baby. He added the real test is supposedly 6 rounds, up to you to trust that, i don't haha. But the 1/3 dosage of our achievement, meaning sit-ups me 37, divided by 3 rounded up is 12. The 3 rounds run simulataneously till the end to test your overall endurance, how fast you can complete the entire course, subsequently pulse reading, to examine how quick you recover. Nah i just find it interesting to describe the whole experience thoroughly, do bare with me. Never had a test like this my whole life. Hope the legs can carry itself for casual badminton tomorrow though. That 3-rounded speed test, the worst 6mins 10secs of my life, well at least almost. As if the first part was not enough.
Erm dinner at Sri Kembangan with my buddies thereafter and lotsa conversations! Fun fun. And a smooth and swift journey back home. I think my body is yearning for a bath and a well-deserved recuperation for some time already. Good night!
Today's highlight isn't about the bus nor Econs though. It was badminton fitness test! I managed to bring myself and my jelly-like body back after a physically gruelling, energy-sapping, psychologically draining examination. Thought it was a test well accomplished and relieving.
Well the test starts with maximum abilities through a one-minute run up of 6 different activities:
1st: 4-count-squat-thrust is a regular fitness test for badminton players; consisting of 4 motions, first from standing position to squatting with hands laid parallel beside your feet, secondly to the push-up position, then third motion returns to the squatting and lastly back on your feet. I did 34.5 times this one.
2nd: press-up or more commonly, push-up or pumping. by this time slight strains within my body were already seeping through after pushing hard for activity 1, but still felt fresh. I totally broke down when i reached milestone 40.
3rd: star jump! Yeah as obvious as the name describes it. From squatting posture, jump up and look like the twinkling star and back to the original position as one round. Ermm 32 or 34 i think..
4th: trunk curl or as easily, sit-up! 37 times.
5th: wrist-rolling. Supposedly a weight dangling in the middle and rolling the wrist but apparently our Sir - whom he famed himself as a former malaysian badminton coach, said the equipment were missing so we got an automatic 20 rounds for this.
6th but not least: shuttle run. From baseline surge up front and touch the imaginery line bottom of the net and backward run back. 12!
Mind you its all 6 at one time, what on earth.
Fatigue simply overpowered any kind of motivation that could come to my head.
All of us were looking like zombies when we completed. 6 activities at one go (yes brief intervals after every one activity) were quite taxing. Sir said we need to do 3 more rounds! We were sensibly moaning like a big baby. He added the real test is supposedly 6 rounds, up to you to trust that, i don't haha. But the 1/3 dosage of our achievement, meaning sit-ups me 37, divided by 3 rounded up is 12. The 3 rounds run simulataneously till the end to test your overall endurance, how fast you can complete the entire course, subsequently pulse reading, to examine how quick you recover. Nah i just find it interesting to describe the whole experience thoroughly, do bare with me. Never had a test like this my whole life. Hope the legs can carry itself for casual badminton tomorrow though. That 3-rounded speed test, the worst 6mins 10secs of my life, well at least almost. As if the first part was not enough.
Erm dinner at Sri Kembangan with my buddies thereafter and lotsa conversations! Fun fun. And a smooth and swift journey back home. I think my body is yearning for a bath and a well-deserved recuperation for some time already. Good night!
Monday, December 1, 2008
blend isn't exactly good
Thought I might as well include this for today since I mentioned it to bue. Around 5+ our friend gadiy rang me up so i headed to opposite kj lrt station to meet him up - to wait for the Fly troopers! Honestly i haven't collected goodies from whichever troopers for a long long time. Its either i'm too lazy to wait, the goodies aren't attractive enough, or i'm just too cool for it, what nonsense.
Then the buddy said "I think they will come out (yes they were chit chatting in tha car) at 6pm". So patiently we simply stood right in front of em and talked while waiting. He even called me to hit on the trooper chick at the front seat! (; The stupid thing was we decided to leave when they were starting to operate, and that was after waiting for roughly an hour - coz the goodies sucked bad. Nevertheless i choose to instead appreciate talking to him the past hour. And fyi, gadiy decided to stop by again before he left that place and picked up kinda like a file thingo. He even showed me the zip, which has an Adidas logo on it just to prove its a good goodie HAHA!
I got econs quiz tomorrow and i'd be reading through the chapters now, for the third time. I'm more hardworking nowadays ey? Pretty interesting to note.
Then the buddy said "I think they will come out (yes they were chit chatting in tha car) at 6pm". So patiently we simply stood right in front of em and talked while waiting. He even called me to hit on the trooper chick at the front seat! (; The stupid thing was we decided to leave when they were starting to operate, and that was after waiting for roughly an hour - coz the goodies sucked bad. Nevertheless i choose to instead appreciate talking to him the past hour. And fyi, gadiy decided to stop by again before he left that place and picked up kinda like a file thingo. He even showed me the zip, which has an Adidas logo on it just to prove its a good goodie HAHA!
I got econs quiz tomorrow and i'd be reading through the chapters now, for the third time. I'm more hardworking nowadays ey? Pretty interesting to note.
kindle but douse?
Like to play with the blog post title. To me it seems like a part in your post that is lesser of importance so instead, i'd usually enter something either related to my mood/thoughts, or most times simply some word that pops out and lingers in my head. Thus it could relate to my post, indirectly that is, or otherwise. See? I just made it slightly interesting than just thinking of what cat or dog to write.
Kindle and douse (at least in my brain context) are opposite in its definitions. You either want to do the latter or the former ain't it? But how bout doing both? Does that even strike any sense? I do not know. Perhaps why i'm asking you. Does that even work? What happens to the object whatsoever it might be being inflicted two actions totally contrary to each other? Not so fine ey? heh. Funny why i'm asking whoever you so many qs.
Need to run some music in the head, like exercising it and keeping my buddy going. It feels like a drug though, the aftermath :)
Erm btw, chendol was chendol lar. 3 people and some flashbacks, i think, and several casual but not less interesting conversations. And a little kurang manis, tambah manis, or best, neither.
Kindle and douse (at least in my brain context) are opposite in its definitions. You either want to do the latter or the former ain't it? But how bout doing both? Does that even strike any sense? I do not know. Perhaps why i'm asking you. Does that even work? What happens to the object whatsoever it might be being inflicted two actions totally contrary to each other? Not so fine ey? heh. Funny why i'm asking whoever you so many qs.
Need to run some music in the head, like exercising it and keeping my buddy going. It feels like a drug though, the aftermath :)
Erm btw, chendol was chendol lar. 3 people and some flashbacks, i think, and several casual but not less interesting conversations. And a little kurang manis, tambah manis, or best, neither.
Owh, today is December first. Nothing significant though. Just, a new day.
Friday, November 28, 2008
dove evolution
Hmm not gonna comment too much bout this though. I was simply surfing through the net for stuff relating to my Ethics case study about "unethical advertising" and find it fascinating, this video.
I'm quite eccentric, inconsistent and undecisive most times a person i consider. Just 3 days back i jotted down a lengthy paragraph to be posted on the blog, perhaps too to celebrate successfully posting for 3 consecutive days. Then an about-turn again and i deleted it entirely. Hehh, what a loser :))
Been playing alot of badminton lately, or maybe too much at one go, considering i haven't been playing it recently and the body isn't quite indicating the adaptability green light just yet. My returns are weaker day by day and its not so good playing weak shots in front of many admiring eyes haha (; so i'd choose to rest tomorrow instead..aahh finallyy! Fitness test for badminton is next week; there are two tests consisting push-ups and "4-count squat thrust". I want to and believe i can be the fastest. Bravo :/
Been playing alot of badminton lately, or maybe too much at one go, considering i haven't been playing it recently and the body isn't quite indicating the adaptability green light just yet. My returns are weaker day by day and its not so good playing weak shots in front of many admiring eyes haha (; so i'd choose to rest tomorrow instead..aahh finallyy! Fitness test for badminton is next week; there are two tests consisting push-ups and "4-count squat thrust". I want to and believe i can be the fastest. Bravo :/
Monday, November 24, 2008
*snorttt
Slept at 5.30, up 2 hours later on Sun morning, lunch and fm, then futsal. After that i knew (in fact i already realized when i awoke the morn) i'd be knocked out and fall sick by the night or the next day. Thus i quickly washed up and forced some food in my empty stomach and surrender to bed, that was around 8. You know like those springs dangling out from a failed machine, my legs felt somewhat like that, all stretched up and 3 quarters dead, could hardly feel em'.
Heyy, but somehow i was up at 10 this morning and the frequently sick dude isn't sick after all! (: Still feel a very slight giddiness but all normal. And therefore i'd be going to co-curriculum badminton session after all later. Need to mention too my Uni's Cybertracker has almost everything you want to dl, and it completes in matters of minutes so i do look forward to go there and look out for what i can find over there. Want anything ask from me k? :P
Miss those getaway holidays though. Wanna do one somewhere in the near future.
Erm, yeah that was Sunday and hello Mon!
Heyy, but somehow i was up at 10 this morning and the frequently sick dude isn't sick after all! (: Still feel a very slight giddiness but all normal. And therefore i'd be going to co-curriculum badminton session after all later. Need to mention too my Uni's Cybertracker has almost everything you want to dl, and it completes in matters of minutes so i do look forward to go there and look out for what i can find over there. Want anything ask from me k? :P
Miss those getaway holidays though. Wanna do one somewhere in the near future.
Hmm also, quite keen on seeing me friend who just returned, knew for ages (like 12 years?), and haven't seen and catched up with for ages..haah not thaat long but yeaah, gonna be pretty interestingg.
Erm, yeah that was Sunday and hello Mon!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
hiatus
Its bout not too long before the weekly Youth. Just awhile ago i was in the air-conditioned room, lying down on the comfy bed, whispering to my mind im tired thus i'm here. I'm not sure if i was really tired though. The bed is such an addictive spot i'd willingly consign myself to - of course, for no apparent reason besides being tired. There, my eyes fastened and my mind relaxed and let loose whilst i enjoy the comfort of the chilly yet soothing atmosphere, and apparently the very pillow i was hugging - the same old pillow that has essentially aid in helping me sleep better and dream bigger through the many years.
I don't exactly know why i'm here now too. Attempting to fiddle at the qwerty keys at blogger.com to come out with something brand new on my page. I think it was just yesterday i was telling a soul about my notions toward blogging.
"The fact that you start a blog means you are prepared to tell people bout your life or story or thoughts";
"Don't think too thoroughly, and not be pressured into writing";
"Write when you genuinely have something to and it'll make your posts naturally more pleasant and intriguing";
I don't exactly know why i'm here now too. Attempting to fiddle at the qwerty keys at blogger.com to come out with something brand new on my page. I think it was just yesterday i was telling a soul about my notions toward blogging.
"The fact that you start a blog means you are prepared to tell people bout your life or story or thoughts";
"Don't think too thoroughly, and not be pressured into writing";
"Write when you genuinely have something to and it'll make your posts naturally more pleasant and intriguing";
"Often times we think less bout ourselves, at least in the case of blogging, or what we write about but its something
more in the eyes people";
more in the eyes people";
and so on whatsoever. Occasionally too - such as now - i come here simply to write, right, write. Its some sort of your imaginary friend you talk to ey, or simply to spam something on when you feel blank or random whatever it could be. If only too blogger have this convenient sketching tool like msn (or perhaps they do have) and youl see me here everyday coming out with funny thrashy, blank drawings. Okay i think i'm done with talking to this imaginary friend, at least for now. Nothing much else showing up in my brain atm. Good, bye.
P.S Owh in fact i do have something to speak on. I had my class for co-curriculum in badminton on thursday and we learned about the badminton court and its dimensions, the sections' names and its purposes, and at the court itself, we were taught on high service and low service. How interesting :/
P.S Owh in fact i do have something to speak on. I had my class for co-curriculum in badminton on thursday and we learned about the badminton court and its dimensions, the sections' names and its purposes, and at the court itself, we were taught on high service and low service. How interesting :/
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
hollow way
From corporate business ethics context. Rang in your ears before isn't it?
"All that is needed for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing."
"All that is needed for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing."
-Edmund Burke
"We have to learn how to be good, honest and fair, but being bad seems to come so naturally to us all. I learn more about how to be good, treat my fellows and the world about me with greater respect, every day. It's not easy, and the alternatives are always there; the easier course..."
-Rudyard Kipling
Case studies for this subject piling up. Other than that, short sem's been pretty relaxing so far though. And i still cant put that cbox in here im puzzled just why.
Monday, November 17, 2008
plum-line
At this age, i'm still young enough to further improve physically or in terms of a certain skill. Take for instance, futsal abilities.
At this age too, i'm actually old enough to feel pains or pressures after sports, particular my back, the regular ankle and even my knee.
I'm 20 btw. Isn't that too young to? I still got maybe 4 or 5 decades of race to run, erm hopefully.
At this age too, i'm actually old enough to feel pains or pressures after sports, particular my back, the regular ankle and even my knee.
I'm 20 btw. Isn't that too young to? I still got maybe 4 or 5 decades of race to run, erm hopefully.
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Honestly speaking when Aty Jane first called me to be part of Sunday School worship team, i wasn't quite fond bout the idea. In the first place, i'm not too sure if i'm a stage person in accordance to my personality, i'm also not a kid-magnet or a crowd-puller. Its been a year i've been doing exactly that and the spell already made me realize i could somehow be (partially) wrong about what i perceive as fact, in which i take joy of, knowing that being sincere with what i'm doing - in this case doing actions for SS worship and making children happy to be there, would in return be sincerely appreciated.
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I shared before with bug though sometimes i wonder whether this or that whatever it be are worth it to, or i should just flung everything out the disposal window and forgetting bout em totally. Apparently most of em so far been the former i believe. Something about life just everyone got to overcome. Obviously i'm not doing too well with absorbing that as a reality isn't it. I always complain. Complain so much when i actually mute myself do i realize whats all that qualms all about or should it even be existent in the first place.
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Owh yes you, just so you won't be dejected seeing no updates since you pledged to check it out. All is alright, hopefully, in weeks' time too (; and the race continues...
And also i think i'm quite a back-peddler. Mentioned before i've got this double personality, i think i wrote that in my fb profile. Tend to look in front occasionally and other times i might actually be hoping things would slow down or worse, stop and never change - whether its for the good or actually not too good since there would be no chance of changes (improvements) to it. I categorize myself to an old village man, who eventhough half-realizes the country needs to change and step up the gear, continues to vote confidently or perhaps blindly for a present government (whom i strongly reckon are still very behind in its state of mind and managing the basic needs of the people) without having any petty considerations about its whichever alternatives because he has been doing so for the past half a century. Mortals like us should be ostracized. Similarly, its called stubborn right? Yes i can be one at times. Not sure though my statement could actually lead to an ISA arrest but i'm merely giving my honest remark nonetheless, no again?
Are you not resilient enough to accept criticisms? Then sorry, no improvement, forever.Owh yes you, just so you won't be dejected seeing no updates since you pledged to check it out. All is alright, hopefully, in weeks' time too (; and the race continues...
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