personification

just a short one.

dealing with stocks is a pretty fun thingo.
and, the frown of a price slump.
also, the glee of a price swell.
finance students owh yea.
interesting much!


i'm getting way too old ):

extension and delay

owh i came up with two things just before i decided to give up on stats (i mean its freaking 2am!)
(1) that stuck-up connection applies not just to Twitter but generally! d*mn that thing

(2) iv got a dream: to have a personal assistant (must be a girl!) who'd follow me wherever i go and can listen/answer me just anything. my first q to her be "how in the big wide world do you do this stats q im stuck at?"

i'm saying funny things like this
just because i feel random
just because, i feel tired.

GOOD NIGHTT

flash and beckon

its 1.30 in the wee. the connection is terribly sluggish - or maybe its just the twitter (wow cant we get enough of all these things?) which im attempting to look about, my stats tutorial exercises and notes are scrambling all over my place as i simultaneously try to figure out its sums while i also inevitably (nah its not exam) linger around here and there just for some light entertainment to balance things up, feeling strained as body probably nudged me the 100th time pleading for enough sleep for another uni day, and time has been predictably insufficient. geniuses out there, enlighten me on how on earth do i handle attending lectures and tutorials, completing weekly tut work, doing notes for chapters covered for each lecture, fitting in assignment groups and getting yourself ready and relishing the prospect of at least 2 assignments per subject (i have 7) for the sem, and putting yourself together and bracing yourself for quizzes, midterm tests and final exams.

well i have one answer: lock yourself in the room everyday after uni and finish up all there is.

and i'm apparently not in unison with that. nuf said :)
FUN HERE I COME! jk :p

-owhhh its 2 and i got perhaps 5 hours to tidurrrr!

tragedy

tragedy says i comfortably got my sem started with all that organized notes and print-out lecture slides, fully armed for a pledged "serious studying sem". but the d*mn thing was, on friday while walking to my class, i saw my friend and we started talking and then we both entered the same class (not the class i was destined to go)! yes, tricky as it is (i was having a tough time trying to explain this), my friend's class and my class are just side by side. these 2 lectures (different subjects) happen both on Friday. So my supposed class (A) and my friend's class (B) starts simultaneously at 10am. Then at 2pm i go to class B instead, and my friend to A. but i followed my friend! that was the ploy. we were supposed to make groups during the 2pm lecture and confirm it by end of class, so i was kinda forced to change my sessions to that of my friend's one.

confused already? i'd not be surprised :)

at 1.30 am on a Saturday morning, tho. i decided i'd change the lecture to the one i attended. in order to do that, iv to drop my current ones first, then add back the new ones. mind you one of those 2 subjects have reached maximum capacity already. the ironic thing was, some dude was waiting at 'course registration' page at 1.30 am on a grand Saturday morning, supposedly waiting in vain for some weirdo to drop that subject (at that funny time) so that he could add and be in it. hey! look who had the last laugh! the jaws (of mine apparently) dropped off for some minutes trying to believe the "full" word right smacked at the lecture sessions list. now i got 6 subjects from my original 7. and i feel really helpless and troubled by it. i dont want to be taking an extra subjects during my later sems or my final year. adding unnecessarily to the weight :/ and in week2 (next week) i'd be charged i think 25% (RM200+?) of the course i drop so i'd hope to avoid that either. praying for the 'best solution' be the key words.

haha, forget bout this post if question marks are filling up your brain space.

that's all :)

absolute contrary

the sem starts, and i was ever motivated to study right from day 1. its not the first time i said this, but i did really have a great feeling about it. the potentially immense improvement (albeit the usual last-minute studyings) from last semester in which im pretty convinced iv smashed the 3.6 target, and especially having you around possibly worked everything out. but nothing comes as easy as it is. there'd be some kinda roadblock somewhere around the corner just as you anticipate a bright new start to a brand new day. astonishing as it always is, but i'm gonna keep to whatever i pledged and nothing gonna stop me from being what i proposed to be. and that requires your help, and everyone's, and prayers of course. trusting God would come easier when you let yourself be. and im attempting just that.

and too, despite previously having all the crazy lil options in my head for a helluva 21st, i suddenly now feel like wishing only for a quiet undisturbed one, just a day where i'd sit down, perform my usual life routines, ring myself bout how old i am now, and perhaps think bout how my 21 years of breathing have been; and you know, wish myself happy birthday before the last minute of 1st July concludes.


life is just like that, remarkable.
sometimes, too, remarkable.

numb

too lazy to explain my whole one week, again. heh.
so just imagine how fun the penang trip and family camp were.
nuf said (;

ooh btw uni has commenced this week. mixed feelings.

he's leaving tomorrow.

Update: Hanj is going off to Penang tomorrow!
(since he's refusing to post anything when he's "not in the mood", hehehe)

Everyone give him a goodbye hug.
A week okay, not funny. :(

But the girl also has mid year exams so it'll be a erm, good time.

So finish packing your bags and don't come back 5kgs heavier from the Penang food :D
Ki-dding.

Raahhh. <3