sensitivity

It's only 11+ in the morning, and I have already endured that full force of self-consciousness somehow today. Everything feels so awkward, unusual, and ugly to me. I walk about without looking much at people, feeling especially susceptible about what people are thinking about me, I feel my shirts being way oversized that its time to have massive shopping for clothes and sizes I WANT, i feel my ugly bush of helmet on top of my head is more pathetic than it already is, i feel this, i want that, i hate those and all these things i am probably too SELF-CONSCIOUS to reveal further. lol. just one of those days... looking forward to going home!