the 2011 Ford Fiesta S

Yehh this is a lil over-craze, I was literally gazing wide-eyed all over the Fiesta parked beside the road where i was waiting... Want a Fiesta S?

the one shopping i need!

I didn't see it coming myself; Just a planned breakie en routing to hair cut at Curve, and me and twin ended up BUYING STUFF! Exactly what I have been imagining yesterday its terrifying my senses. I got a checkered top, and an above-knees shorts (i always prefer it above fyi) and i was happy! When paying time comes, the salesgirl told me i get to choose another FREE checkered shirt! Am i dreaming?! Now i have TWO :D more than elated!

Finally back home, not quite the schedule i planned for today. Nevertheless, it gives me more adrenalin to do my work. Pics? Meh, come look for me instead ;)

sensitivity

It's only 11+ in the morning, and I have already endured that full force of self-consciousness somehow today. Everything feels so awkward, unusual, and ugly to me. I walk about without looking much at people, feeling especially susceptible about what people are thinking about me, I feel my shirts being way oversized that its time to have massive shopping for clothes and sizes I WANT, i feel my ugly bush of helmet on top of my head is more pathetic than it already is, i feel this, i want that, i hate those and all these things i am probably too SELF-CONSCIOUS to reveal further. lol. just one of those days... looking forward to going home!

Every time I fall into that circle,

my mind scramble about,

looking for the most appropriate response.

But I suppose it often goes wayward.

Perhaps there IS an ultimate solution,

which I rather ignore.