HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Love,

Me :)

and the closing

well han jung has his own closing blog post for 2009 too. i haven't really had like a 5-hour session reflecting upon all the dramas of this year. i do say this almost every year, but this time with conscience, i do believe 2009 has been one of the most eventful, dramatic and meaningful year iv ever gone through - black and white. honestly, times are way harder this year in so many aspects, and i think it has been a significant feature God inserted in my life, but theres room for a lazy me to power up and fair better. im 21 now, no longer that little kid trying to loosen the soil at the garden. im old enough to take charge and make a difference, mature enough to play more advanced roles in life, grown up enough to do whats right. and 2010 will clarify all these. as much as good, that bads i wish to apologize and work on, and only a better han jung will be in store in the near future.

meantime, im packing my baggages and heading for 2010. adieu!

be transformed

it might have seemed too shallow to some. it probably meant too little to others. but sometimes you just need to trust God and go for it. every single thing that happened in camp meant something, and it only helps build up the relationship with your fellow mates, yourself, and of course, GOD the Almighty.

sometimes you look at situations, and loathe being in it. you despise the circumstances, you protest how people do things, you question what behaviour and position people play, you zoom in on everything but yourself! ever wonder why you are in all the so to say 'wrong' places? why not ask yourself what YOU can do during these times. camp has been alot about giving back, so stop enjoying yourself in the receiving circle and think you are all important alright? its time for some sacrifice.

personally tho, it can't be denied there were hitches and difficulties during camp. the group was exceptionally young and the bigger role i play as an adult (yeah, im *that* old nowadays). the bright side was seeing how quieter people emerged from their shells and dishing out a pretty wonderful job of organising, or interacting and adapting better than iv ever thought. it makes me feel better knowing the newcomers enjoy, and the ultra young ones have the time of their life. it doesn't matter if some activities didn't run as smooth, its the thought that counts. i feel bad for those who couldn't make it. because every camp builds up so much on relationships and your perceptions in especially your spiritual life, or even, perceptions about how things and what how who people are.

well there were interesting programs like a night trail, where we get dropped off four by four and spend some pitch-black times getting to know each other (and the Golden Retriever even came and joined in!) and then join back as a whole troop, there was the awesome workshop in which i joined taekwando (with the outstanding Samantha kok!) and never regretted one bit, the unfortunate treasure hunt where the test of patience featured (well, 3 hyper young kids in my group..) and also getting stuck at sudoku roadblock (my 2nd time playing in my life, and i probably spent almost an hour there, BRAVO myself!) and never progressing from there, a pretty amusing and silly talentime with a Mario storyline, sessions which covered the essential Christian life for us Dummies (i have to say, it surprisingly touched alot of things we badly need to work on), Guardian Angel in which we have to secretly do something (buy a drink, hug, give this that whatsoever) for our randomly-picked GA, owh not forgetting one of the most delicious Youth camp meals i ever had. the surroundings of El Sanctuary was simply perfect.

hah, i sound too emo. maybe its the effect of getting up from a great nap. it has been all tiring, but it has also been truly deserving.

*El Sanctuary offers you true beauty (of humans and nature) :D and also golden retrievers, and 'landmines'! one of the best campsites for me indeed.

and i have a blog update while i was away, yay! :)

FOUR days of youth camp. without me. BOOO :(

We will miss you ♥

thin, too thin.

So, tomorrow's the annual youth camp. and i need to pack, and im wondering if i should stay up or go to sleep early. im tired tho. its been a pretty non-beneficial day and im more exhausted than a farm cow. i got a miserable formal presentation the following sunday, and brilliant timetable makers scheduled the next day as my first final paper, and christmas eve will therefore end my 2nd semester of year2. so i should be studying now, but i decided to declare today holiday and scrambling will all begin right after camp. hmm, its so quick im struggling to realize im this old already.

maybe its a han jung thing, but im just me..however much i change. but i tend to think tho, it might be a good thing after all.

so this place, as if it was never, will be on a 4-day desertion. maybe more. and she could add on some funny stuff here when shes free if she wants to. but for now, GOOD BYEE!

ooh btw, i just did something i usually hold myself back from doing. not sure how it will impact. but. maybe its a good thing, too.

zo: you belong to pjgh and malaysia.

pics from zo's camera recently! now im posting in more pics, so you're happy!

fooling around during service?

im no camwhore. trust me.

wielding his...magical finger.

see keith... :D

zo with erm, i dont know. a cute baby.

unfortunately tho, yf later will be the last time we'll be seeing zo for godknowshowlong. do crazy something? what can we do hmmm.. no car even. :( hoping you wont love newz too much, so ya'll come back once in awhile more often! just wanna say, we'll be missing you lots! and of course, your whole family. take care and don't stop disturbing me :) ♥

are you gamed?

not typical of me to wake up early and do work but hey, its an effort i made. Cant believe tho im still sulking over losing my Management Information System notes. It quite obviously goes to show how much painstaking efforts i have put in. But look! chonghanjung has done it again... :)

my mind is in the perfect 'get to work' frame. too rare.

chapter 1, check.

chapter 2, ferociously ongoing.

gym?

this place has never flattered me much but i was finally signed up - a 7-day trial that is. following mr. ranjit richard there at 1U's Celeb Fitness yday for a quick yet exhausting hour-long workout. our friend apparently's been there for the past 4 consecutive days, i'm beginning to ponder whether he's out of his mind. its like the paint on the wall. before you put on a new layer, you need to scrape off the old one. here is the case of adding layers and not subtracting any. not brilliant.

the first impression was, everything is so glamour and showy! not necessarily a good thing yo. well that staff who showed me around said i need to eat MORE! and i told him "hey, maybe you should go makan with me when you're done." get it?? i eat more than my size tells! but no, he insists i still need more protein. so fine, since yesterday on, i'm switching on a lil of my consciousness and attention towards my food consumption and increase way more of protein! for headstart, supper was indomie + 7 friken half-cooked eggs, eww :S so lets see if theres really some change in awhile's time. i'll be the first to inform you :) but overall, it does feel good after you workout there, albeit the exhaustion. the muscle stretches and juts out haha, okay too much info :>

sim card still not replaced, assignment due next week isn't showing much promises of progression, today's uni trip's been unfortunately wasteful, and i just realized i have exam come saturday! and its the subject which i've lost 5 valuable chapters of notes. the thought is still haunting, traumatizing me. but hey, 4.0 or 3.6 is still up for grabs :p

hmm i wanted to post a pic up yday but decided against. ppl complain my blog's full of words and lacking in pics. perhaps someone needs to help me on that?

and some rare

okay fine, im putting it back:p

limited pics of post-interview day.

the fabulous job candidates

the air-conditioning in the lecture hall is tonic for the

astonishing hot weather. cafeworld at the background:)