i lost my pencil box. everything. gone. emo. period.

starting below bottom

some start off at the higher level coasting through just like that. well some start off from the very negative. unfair, isn't it? you wonder how much you need to do to overcome that gap, how much you strive through just to prove something so subtle to others, where others manage it with a simple click. unfair, isn't it?

there is so much to do, but to start off with you don't even know what is going to happen anyway, you have no idea how precarious you are, and you are not even sure after doing everything you will win anyway. unfair, isn't it? well now is the time to start below bottom - the place where you are - and work extremely hard, to do whatever it takes to win this, no matter whether it might or might not anyway. because you know, you want it.

flashback

okay, i'm writing this down probably in case i forget em' in the future, since yf class today discussed indirectly related to this topic. These are perhaps my greatest ambitions, or simply ambitions i once wished for, whether it was a petty childhood one, or one which i really thought will materialize:

detective (because they looked cool in tvb dramas)

teacher (because teachers were cool for me during primary)

engineer (because my former neighbour was rich)

pilot (because i love adventure)

psychologist (because i am sentimental)

cafe owner (because it just is cool to be one)

Still don't know what i want though, so lets see where God leads me to for the next crucial few years. cheerio!

From my extensive hiatus from blogging (still is!), it just feels instinctive for me to return here for a reason. And I choose to post about several verses i found. And it definitely means a lot...

In this world, you will have trouble.

But take heart!

I have overcome the world.

-John 16:33

In my distress I called to the LORD,

and he answered me.

From the depths of the grave

I called for help,

and you listened to my cry.

-Jonah 2:1-2

Have I not commanded you?

Be strong and courageous.

Do not be terrified;

do not be discouraged,

for the LORD your God

will be with you wherever you go.

-Joshua 1:9

To Him who is able to keep you from falling

and to present you before his glorious presence

without fault and with great joy - to the only God

our Saviour be glory, majesty, power and authority,

through Jesus our Lord, before all ages,

now and forevermore! Amen.

-Jude 1:24-25

"Follow me," Jesus said to him,

and Levi got up, left everything

and followed Him.

-Luke 5:27-28

Restore us to yourself, O Lord,

that we may return,

renew our days as of old.

-Lamentations 5:21

But to you who are listening, I say:

Love your enemies,

do good to those who hate you,

bless those who curse you,

pray for those who mistreat you.

-Luke 6:27-28