Lost count the jobless months, you appear occasionally, the next time i see a dressed up human, then disappearance could last days, your stuff sprawl everywhere, half-eaten food lie around, you return and give orders like a dictator, you lament you sound the trumpet and you declare war when you encounter disagreement, you feel the world is against you, but you never look into yourself for answers, you expect things to fall onto your feet, but you never moved and earn your own, all there is in your dictionary CHILL OUTTTT.

What kind of world do you live in?

I am beginning to think that the most brilliant people on earth are the school drop-outs. Just watch the Steve Jobs, the Bill Gates, and the Thomas Edisons go. They are perhaps naturally brilliant, but it is the fact that they do not like or need to follow someone's structure of learning. They have it their own way. And sometimes, flexibility serves incredibly and the results are incredible. Now, think again.

Apple, Microsoft, or a light bulb, anyone?

R.I.P.

Mr Jobs

Reminiscing it together

Of all the new or refreshed things I learned about God for the past week or two, I'd summarize it into one line and one verse.

"But if from there you seek the LORD your God,

you will find him if you seek him with all your heart

and with all your soul."

-Deuteronomy 4:29

And this morning playing for Sunday led worship He proved to me how great a God he is.

I have a dream. And it takes 4 levels to realize it. In a way, it delights me. In another way, it hurts.

It's been awhile here, ain't it?

Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had

Yeah, might be way too ancient for some of you...

Love love the vio, the sweet elegant side of it. Wow.

Impressed & in awe much.

the 2011 Ford Fiesta S

Yehh this is a lil over-craze, I was literally gazing wide-eyed all over the Fiesta parked beside the road where i was waiting... Want a Fiesta S?

the one shopping i need!

I didn't see it coming myself; Just a planned breakie en routing to hair cut at Curve, and me and twin ended up BUYING STUFF! Exactly what I have been imagining yesterday its terrifying my senses. I got a checkered top, and an above-knees shorts (i always prefer it above fyi) and i was happy! When paying time comes, the salesgirl told me i get to choose another FREE checkered shirt! Am i dreaming?! Now i have TWO :D more than elated!

Finally back home, not quite the schedule i planned for today. Nevertheless, it gives me more adrenalin to do my work. Pics? Meh, come look for me instead ;)

sensitivity

It's only 11+ in the morning, and I have already endured that full force of self-consciousness somehow today. Everything feels so awkward, unusual, and ugly to me. I walk about without looking much at people, feeling especially susceptible about what people are thinking about me, I feel my shirts being way oversized that its time to have massive shopping for clothes and sizes I WANT, i feel my ugly bush of helmet on top of my head is more pathetic than it already is, i feel this, i want that, i hate those and all these things i am probably too SELF-CONSCIOUS to reveal further. lol. just one of those days... looking forward to going home!