Almost a month of non-blogging, and now I actually found a perfect opportunity, a pretty fine timing, a good ol' morning, and an average kinda' mood. The fact that I'm up (I have to be up) right now feeling as if it's only 8am makes me feel lighter better, and now I'm on the coffee table at the living room doing something I have hardly bothered doing due to disinterest or lack of a thing call 'time'. What's missing on a perfect morning is a little bit of a better mood, and i'd say, a cuppa coffee to sip on! Ahh, how i wish. If I demand a little bit more, at a classical cafe, and directly in front of me, an outstretched beauty of a golden sand beach, some firm lil' constant gust which will make it all the more pleasant, and you can't escape some pretty little girls. But meh, these are all made up of dreams.
And after so many years, I still can't quite register in my mind that there is another Mercedes Benz out at the porch, looking handsome and portraying the "I'm here to stay" look. Unfortunately it is not my dad's nor mum's nor mine (yeah, another dream). It is my aunty's! (This about the uncle) As much as I pretty much despise him for who he is what he does, he did earned my respect an awe. The overwhelming disbelieve that of an old man who IS still comfortably living life without any work at all, after 30 years - and he just burned some small amount of cash on a German machine! HOW DOES HE DO IT??!?! Which means, the Vios has also finally been passed on to my brother! And if you see the connection, it means if lucky, I could finally be driving a more decent car! Meh, it might not be mine, but I'm pretty optimistic I'd get some kilometers once in awhile. Now, I won't be surprised to find myself praying for the brother to go off somewhere for several days/weeks.
Work has been hectic but pretty fun, not because work is totally outrageously fun, but the healthy relationships and atmosphere in the office, living together and doing the same stressful work. Do consider this strongly when you go out hunting for jobs next time. It is not all about the work but also your surroundings. A possible Penang trip next weekend, and wishing I could bring my girl along, and walk on sandy beaches.
I wouldn't say life has been smooth-sailing and fun and smiles each and everyday, but what is important is how I deal and overcome the unhappy tasks I'm put to face. It is tough isn't it? Who would want a smooth ride only to meet with a cliff. But as grown up humans I believe, we just need to learn to say, "This sh*t is going to slow me down, but it ain't gonna' stop me from crossing over and regaining but comfortable ride." And I'll start getting ropes and get started with work. I'm probably the last person to be talking about this, but it is really just it that we need to do. Don't forget your fellow riders as well, they are there for a reason. Now, I'll see you on the other side, and we can be back on a smooth ride.
btw i just had a fresh haircut, and i think i hate it (no not this one in the pic)
