Wednesday, March 18, 2009

just need to sleep, really

its 6. can't sleep. still can't find the right environment to sleep. have to "wake up" in 2 hrs' time. have no sufficient time to sleep because there are endless work and i'm only half way through the week. doesn't help with my still-slight headache. the flu has been raging my mood all yesterday and still is. still waiting for the boiled water to cool down. so that i could moisten my poor dry throat. been hurting each coughing times. another whole day of school to accomplish. mid term test tomorrow. need desperate further revision. tired. need your comfort. not getting much.

Monday, March 16, 2009

human empathy

GAH NOW I'M SICK!
and i'm in class zz.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

drain and comeback

the date says its already been a month since i last made an effort in ensuring this blog stays alive. it also illustrated the amount of time spent in war with busyness, almost entirely academic-related. it already is half a sem and im still striving through this really nasty patch, and the more congested every incoming agenda seems to be. i'm most likely, yet again i'd say, gonna miss the mark i set initially, and its sad because its more than doing it for myself. :( it IS tough and packed this time around but i dont regard that an excuse.

i reckoned the whole yesday night and this morn will be nothing but being pelted by the constant harassment of Liverpool or anti-MU fans. it was indeed somewhat a flamboyant scoreline and a famous triumph at the Theatre of Dreams but nevertheless its also the beauty of football and the overall victor that counts. okay MU do suck last night to be fair (:

it wasn't very pleasant too when a Saga boarded by 3 penang lasses, not knowing why, reversed as if i was invisible behind and pecked my front. the first thing all 3 of em came out and reacted was - checking out their slightly dented bumper, and nextly deny that the scratch on mine was what they inflicted upon. HEY girls, it would've been sweeter if you begin with a "SORRY". thats alright, because it was their fine day encountering such a sweet driver who spontaneously replied "nevermind" and without any sign of remorse they fled the scene in no time. well done han jung, NOT!

the morning sleep for sunday wasn't anywhere soothing, either. some uncomfortable moments left me moving to the living room for a change of environment and was then caught by the bitter thought of someone, and it went on for some time before i could finally doze off, partially. the wave of thoughts somewhat irked me pretty much. it was just yesterday the class was discussing on not being able to "eye-to-eye" with somebody. Alright, maybe not to that extent but the part where i simply just find fault or get annoyed and dissatisfied with that soul is really a turnoff. Okay you did step into my path but it was just the few hours which i was stamping on your feet. forgive and let go hmm.

coming week is a long one. quiz, mid term exam and 2 assignment dues await, and a week of hol follows, not without revising for 3 more mid term exams thereafter. its really been phenomenal that i haven't gotten sick till now, considering how weak and vulnerable my body system is, but i could already feel symptoms of it emerging. prayers needed. and so long to you.